I never thought I should consider myself a loner. Sure I've felt suicidal. I have stared depression in the eyes and those dark abysmal pools brought no solace whatsoever . I've felt awful, to a point of what I thought was a no-return...I guess loneliness is never really a choice, it is simply the aftermath of trying to blend into the world...a quest to find the intelligent and sensitive souls who would understand me...finding many people who continue to disappoint me...and a very select few who fill my heart with love and bring smiles to the corners of my lips.
Tonight, alone in my room, bent over my keypad, allowing the strokes to tear the pure silence, I'll quote Ibsen, "The strongest people are the most alone."
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